I am constantly constantly constantly racked with self-doubt and what-ifs.

Every thought i can get into my head right now makes me feel like I'm a terrible fate to wish on anyone.

Good Luck Aaron, and congratulations Ian.

fuck.

Was is Daron?

uuuuuuuuuuugh

I don't see how I'm gonna put the effort into it tomorrow, or the next day.

I made anniversary plans I don't think I'm going to be able to keep.

for lack of having an anniversary.

I feel the need to update but I can't really think of anything I want to say ( Read more... )

Had an interesting night. D found out I cheated on her, and just how monstrous a person I can be. I hate that I hurt her, but I'm glad it's all out there. She asked if I can promise not to do it again, and I was proud of myself for admitting that no ,I can't. I really like when things are all on the table. I liked it before, and I'm really happy it ( Read more... )

I am DRUNK ( Read more... )

I feel a bit oppressed by trying to live up to the labels that apply to me ( Read more... )

everytime i think i want to spare a single human life on earth i read the articles D shares on Reader and i remember that i hate literaly every other single human being on earth. thanks.

you'd think i'd learn to keep my passwords to myself, after all this time.

lame :(

you maliscious trollop! you only think Ron is hot cause he looks like me!