I woke up this morning thinking about all the things that I would have to do if mom doesn't make it through the cancer, it made me cry and cry and cry. I'd been so strong up until this point. I finally calmed down when I talked to mom about it, then we went to some more appointments today. We found out that the cancer may not be as bad as the doctor yesterday told us. She has to go in for more scans and we'll find out more then. If it is a different type of cancer, there's a chance that it could be operable, but it is still malignant. I guess we'll know more after Wednesday next week.