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I must say that this new boy has totally flipped my world around. I'm all sorts of intrigued and interested, which rarely happens anymore. And it's so comfortable to be around him. It helps that he's intelligent, funny, a bit of a geek, and totally smokin. These are all things that should, invariably, delineate an obvious choice for me to make regarding our status. Not that it has come up yet, but I'm fairly certain it's going to become something a bit serious.
We were laying down to go to bed the other night when I stayed over his place (the second time) and he said to me 'I feel like there's something you aren't telling me.' Well. What on the list of things I don't tell potential boyfriends right away would you like to know? Because it's a long one. I've opened myself up to people so often, and been hurt thereafter just as much, that it's hard for me to do that with anyone anymore. I don't want to tell him all about my life, then have him think it's a sob story to garner pity points. It's not, it's just the facts.
All this being said, I definitely like him. So he'll get to know all the little secrets and tragedies and happy moments of my life eventually. I'm just being careful, because when I fall too quick, I can't catch myself.
We're hanging out tomorrow. The idea fills me with giddy anticipation.
Plus I have the dental appointment tomorrow. Which is exciting in and of itself.
In other news, work is driving me slowly insane. I find myself becoming more and more pissed off every day at work. It stresses me out like crazy. I need to step back and not be so personally involved in everything. It's just a job, not my life. Even though it feels that way sometimes.
Meh.
We were laying down to go to bed the other night when I stayed over his place (the second time) and he said to me 'I feel like there's something you aren't telling me.' Well. What on the list of things I don't tell potential boyfriends right away would you like to know? Because it's a long one. I've opened myself up to people so often, and been hurt thereafter just as much, that it's hard for me to do that with anyone anymore. I don't want to tell him all about my life, then have him think it's a sob story to garner pity points. It's not, it's just the facts.
All this being said, I definitely like him. So he'll get to know all the little secrets and tragedies and happy moments of my life eventually. I'm just being careful, because when I fall too quick, I can't catch myself.
We're hanging out tomorrow. The idea fills me with giddy anticipation.
Plus I have the dental appointment tomorrow. Which is exciting in and of itself.
In other news, work is driving me slowly insane. I find myself becoming more and more pissed off every day at work. It stresses me out like crazy. I need to step back and not be so personally involved in everything. It's just a job, not my life. Even though it feels that way sometimes.
Meh.