bored at work.
Why is it that I can't seem to be happy anywhere I work?
If I likeit, its shitty pay, if its great pay they want to mold me into such a tight cast that I simply can't breathe.
Can you believe that I got the equivalent to a smack on my hand for not recognizing the presidents of the company voice...are they serious? I understand if I've been working here for 3 months but this is my second week and on my first week is when they told me this...
There’s some other stupid shit but it's ok. This too will pass.
I still have two kittens that I need to find a home for...sigh. There being friendlier not running away at the first sight of me, Orion lets me pet him...I still have to chase Zoey a bit.
Missy fu is pissing me off a bit, she's being a bitch. She refuses to let Ile come eat by the bowls so I have to feed her hidden from missy fu sight. What is that? Then Ile eats, ile isn't a fighter so she doesn’t defend herself she just ducks and runs. Which is the main reason I want to get rid of the kittens so they have the individual love they need and Missy fu and Ile can chill already. I miss Drake....sooo soooo sooo much; it breaks my heart and keeps me up at night to know that I won't wake up beside him with his big goofy face full of love. My main reason for hurrying to move out already is because I don't want to spend anymore time away from him.
Juan and I made a month...dude it feels like that was the longest month ever, not in a bad way its just wow it felt we've been hanging out and known each other for a very long time. Totally odd not sure if that’s good or bad but either way I don't care.
We went to Arab restaurant, it was sooo good. Odd but good, WE do a lot of just chilling and walking around and that's all i ever really want to do. so it works.
I hate the corporate world. I never liked it and now I can't even seriously deal with it. I've been here a week and half and I want to rebel more. I think it's the drugs or the fact that once you’ve opened your mind, clean the scuff off your third eye, you know too much and see the world for what it should really be, no longer can lie to yourself like these apes in suits and believe that you honestly want to push paper for a living. I've thought of like 5 tattoos and 3 piercing to get the moment I can. I need to open my own thing, something anything. Who’s with me?
I retook the fruit pictures for Katrina because on her critique they said my crazy frizzy hair was distracting.(it rained and it was still hot) so I ironed my hair which i hate because it look weird on me especially the way i have it cut and dyed. They came out good I still think they looked better before. I'm excited because she wants see if we collaborate to make a big project with mixed media. So did Cesar for that matter. I can't wait to dive in again.
If I likeit, its shitty pay, if its great pay they want to mold me into such a tight cast that I simply can't breathe.
Can you believe that I got the equivalent to a smack on my hand for not recognizing the presidents of the company voice...are they serious? I understand if I've been working here for 3 months but this is my second week and on my first week is when they told me this...
There’s some other stupid shit but it's ok. This too will pass.
I still have two kittens that I need to find a home for...sigh. There being friendlier not running away at the first sight of me, Orion lets me pet him...I still have to chase Zoey a bit.
Missy fu is pissing me off a bit, she's being a bitch. She refuses to let Ile come eat by the bowls so I have to feed her hidden from missy fu sight. What is that? Then Ile eats, ile isn't a fighter so she doesn’t defend herself she just ducks and runs. Which is the main reason I want to get rid of the kittens so they have the individual love they need and Missy fu and Ile can chill already. I miss Drake....sooo soooo sooo much; it breaks my heart and keeps me up at night to know that I won't wake up beside him with his big goofy face full of love. My main reason for hurrying to move out already is because I don't want to spend anymore time away from him.
Juan and I made a month...dude it feels like that was the longest month ever, not in a bad way its just wow it felt we've been hanging out and known each other for a very long time. Totally odd not sure if that’s good or bad but either way I don't care.
We went to Arab restaurant, it was sooo good. Odd but good, WE do a lot of just chilling and walking around and that's all i ever really want to do. so it works.
I hate the corporate world. I never liked it and now I can't even seriously deal with it. I've been here a week and half and I want to rebel more. I think it's the drugs or the fact that once you’ve opened your mind, clean the scuff off your third eye, you know too much and see the world for what it should really be, no longer can lie to yourself like these apes in suits and believe that you honestly want to push paper for a living. I've thought of like 5 tattoos and 3 piercing to get the moment I can. I need to open my own thing, something anything. Who’s with me?
I retook the fruit pictures for Katrina because on her critique they said my crazy frizzy hair was distracting.(it rained and it was still hot) so I ironed my hair which i hate because it look weird on me especially the way i have it cut and dyed. They came out good I still think they looked better before. I'm excited because she wants see if we collaborate to make a big project with mixed media. So did Cesar for that matter. I can't wait to dive in again.