what I want
Non matieralistic:
I want:To learn to trust again. To believe in love again. I continue growing and become more beautiful on the inside. To bring my physical health back to what it use to be. To find peace. To know what I want to do with my life(job,family,etc). For drake to last me a very very long time. For my mother to find love and peace withen herself and learn to forgive her self and understand that being a mother is not about being perfect. To photograh someones spirit. Photograh Naked beauty. To find somewhere I feel at home. To have a family again. To become more strongwilled and determined without ever forgetting not to step on people on the way. I want to sleep. I want to jump run, and fly. To feel the wind in my face and feel in charge of my life. To love myself today a little more then I did yesterday cuz i'm hoping I had become wiser, made someone smile, or done something anything positive. To get over my fear of public speaking. To leave my mark on this world.
Matieralistic:
I wantJeep, My own apartment, Tattoo, Magic flute to take me to any part of the world I want or something equally awesome. That is all.
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I haven't been able to sleep at all the last few days. I have alot upcoming changes in my life. I have had a year and a half of constant change. I just want to find my middle ground again.
Friends come and go, One day your the crem de le crem the next day you might as well have been shit.
Jobs are never permanent even if you have a degree or even a masters in anything.
Nothing is for sure and I know everyone knows that but people know many things they don't really absorb it. They don't live the ideals.
Ok I'm done...my brain is tired of thinking constantly. Its keeps picking at every little thing It's picking on it's self and its' a bit hard to defend. *shrugs* nothing big but it's just plain annoying.
Out the door
Just in time
Head down the 405
Gotta meet the new boss by 8 am
The phone rings in the car
The wife is workin hard
She runnin late tonight again
Well I know what I've been told
U gotta work to feed the soul
But I can't do this all on my own
No I know
I'm no superman
I'm no superman
And you've got your love online
U think you're doin fine
But you're just plugged into the wall
And that deck of tarot cards
Won't get u very far
There ain't no hand to break your fall
Well I know what I've been told
U gotta know just when to fold,
But I can't do this all on my own
No I know
I'm no superman
I'm no superman
You've crossed the finish line
Won the race but lost your mind
Was it worth it after all?
I need u here with me
Cause love is all we need,
Just take a hold of the hand that breaks the fall
Well I know what I've been told
Gotta break free to break the mold
But I can't do this all on my own
No I can't do this all on my own
No I know
That I'm no
Superman
I'm no superman
I'm no superman
(Some day well be together)
I'm no superman
(Some day)
(Someday well be together)
(Someday)
I'm no superman
pics of things i've been doing and having an adventure whenever possible.
I want:To learn to trust again. To believe in love again. I continue growing and become more beautiful on the inside. To bring my physical health back to what it use to be. To find peace. To know what I want to do with my life(job,family,etc). For drake to last me a very very long time. For my mother to find love and peace withen herself and learn to forgive her self and understand that being a mother is not about being perfect. To photograh someones spirit. Photograh Naked beauty. To find somewhere I feel at home. To have a family again. To become more strongwilled and determined without ever forgetting not to step on people on the way. I want to sleep. I want to jump run, and fly. To feel the wind in my face and feel in charge of my life. To love myself today a little more then I did yesterday cuz i'm hoping I had become wiser, made someone smile, or done something anything positive. To get over my fear of public speaking. To leave my mark on this world.
Matieralistic:
I wantJeep, My own apartment, Tattoo, Magic flute to take me to any part of the world I want or something equally awesome. That is all.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I haven't been able to sleep at all the last few days. I have alot upcoming changes in my life. I have had a year and a half of constant change. I just want to find my middle ground again.
Friends come and go, One day your the crem de le crem the next day you might as well have been shit.
Jobs are never permanent even if you have a degree or even a masters in anything.
Nothing is for sure and I know everyone knows that but people know many things they don't really absorb it. They don't live the ideals.
Ok I'm done...my brain is tired of thinking constantly. Its keeps picking at every little thing It's picking on it's self and its' a bit hard to defend. *shrugs* nothing big but it's just plain annoying.
Out the door
Just in time
Head down the 405
Gotta meet the new boss by 8 am
The phone rings in the car
The wife is workin hard
She runnin late tonight again
Well I know what I've been told
U gotta work to feed the soul
But I can't do this all on my own
No I know
I'm no superman
I'm no superman
And you've got your love online
U think you're doin fine
But you're just plugged into the wall
And that deck of tarot cards
Won't get u very far
There ain't no hand to break your fall
Well I know what I've been told
U gotta know just when to fold,
But I can't do this all on my own
No I know
I'm no superman
I'm no superman
You've crossed the finish line
Won the race but lost your mind
Was it worth it after all?
I need u here with me
Cause love is all we need,
Just take a hold of the hand that breaks the fall
Well I know what I've been told
Gotta break free to break the mold
But I can't do this all on my own
No I can't do this all on my own
No I know
That I'm no
Superman
I'm no superman
I'm no superman
(Some day well be together)
I'm no superman
(Some day)
(Someday well be together)
(Someday)
I'm no superman
pics of things i've been doing and having an adventure whenever possible.
