Skip to the last 2 paragraphs before the song lyrics if you really don't feel like reading this rather lengthy update, those are really the point of all of this
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"I truly believe that for the rest of my life I think that I'll be able to look back on my M2L experiences as a true turning point in my life." ... right on, brother. right on.
i don't think anyone understands how nervous the reconciliation talkers are. i know that i took 2 nervous shits before i went, haha. regular talkers have the luxury of having a chat (so to speak) with the retreatants. they're allowed to make mistakes, to not have everything perfect. if a reconciliation talker messes up, it could ruin the whole flow of their talk. also, they're usually directed at one person (instead of the audience), so you're in a zone that's almost inescapable until you walk back into the hallway. i was pacing all up and down that area back there, while still trying to soak in the other talks.
"But after the fact, I felt like huge burdens had been lifted from me." ... i am SO happy to read that, because it's the whole purpose of those talks. it's one thing to get people to react and respond to your talk, but it's even more amazing that it can affect yourself that much. that whole experience is completely relieving, and i'm glad your burdens have been tossed aside.
i'm really proud of you, justin. and i can't wait to hear exactly what you said. whenever you find it, you can email it to drzre@yahoo.com ... i appreciate that a lot. one four three.
i don't think anyone understands how nervous the reconciliation talkers are. i know that i took 2 nervous shits before i went, haha. regular talkers have the luxury of having a chat (so to speak) with the retreatants. they're allowed to make mistakes, to not have everything perfect. if a reconciliation talker messes up, it could ruin the whole flow of their talk. also, they're usually directed at one person (instead of the audience), so you're in a zone that's almost inescapable until you walk back into the hallway. i was pacing all up and down that area back there, while still trying to soak in the other talks.
"But after the fact, I felt like huge burdens had been lifted from me." ... i am SO happy to read that, because it's the whole purpose of those talks. it's one thing to get people to react and respond to your talk, but it's even more amazing that it can affect yourself that much. that whole experience is completely relieving, and i'm glad your burdens have been tossed aside.
i'm really proud of you, justin. and i can't wait to hear exactly what you said. whenever you find it, you can email it to drzre@yahoo.com ... i appreciate that a lot. one four three.
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