Fox has never before noticed just how long breakfast is, but he's quite proud of himself for staying through it, talking and laughing with his friends although his thoughts are with Remus and the reason for their meeting.
The Shack. Don't tell anyone.The location and the request for secrecy worries him. Remus had been so quiet all morning, and as happy as Fox had been that he'd joined him in his bed after staying the night in Kirill's, he was concerned that there was something he friend wasn't telling him. The note confirms this
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"Of course," Fox murmurs, putting his arms around Remus and holding him close.
He won't push the other boy to talk. He never has before and he won't start now. Remus will open up to him when he's ready to, and Fox finds a great deal of comfort in the silent understanding they have with one another. No matter what happens with this dating situation, Fox can't imagine ever not being there for Remus and loving him whenever he needs it.
Touching his lips to Remus's hair, Fox closes his eyes and breathes in slowly. His hand rubs Remus's back and he holds onto him as if he's the most precious thing in the world to him. At that very moment, he is.
Remus lays there clinging to Fox for a few minutes, just breathing against him. Just taking him in, letting the scent and the feel of him do what he'd known it would and calm him.
Finally he sighs and speaks softly, still against Fox's shirt.
"It's just getting to me. This whole thing. And...I guess it's made a difference. Between you and Kirill. And I...I guess we find out more about people as...potential...lovers? Than we do as just...best friends or brothers."
It's obvious from his voice that he's carrying a lot of sadness. That he's melancholy and depressed. But he knows he can be like this with Fox, that he'll understand.
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The Shack. Don't tell anyone.The location and the request for secrecy worries him. Remus had been so quiet all morning, and as happy as Fox had been that he'd joined him in his bed after staying the night in Kirill's, he was concerned that there was something he friend wasn't telling him. The note confirms this ( ... )
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He rolls over and clings to his friend, burying his face in Fox's chest.
Inhaling to get his scent, which calms him somewhat immediately, Remus sighs against Fox and just stays there like that for a long moment.
"I'm just...I've just..." His voice is muffled, pressed against Fox's shirt. "Just...Let me lean on you for a little bit?"
They can talk after.
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He won't push the other boy to talk. He never has before and he won't start now. Remus will open up to him when he's ready to, and Fox finds a great deal of comfort in the silent understanding they have with one another. No matter what happens with this dating situation, Fox can't imagine ever not being there for Remus and loving him whenever he needs it.
Touching his lips to Remus's hair, Fox closes his eyes and breathes in slowly. His hand rubs Remus's back and he holds onto him as if he's the most precious thing in the world to him. At that very moment, he is.
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Finally he sighs and speaks softly, still against Fox's shirt.
"It's just getting to me. This whole thing. And...I guess it's made a difference. Between you and Kirill. And I...I guess we find out more about people as...potential...lovers? Than we do as just...best friends or brothers."
It's obvious from his voice that he's carrying a lot of sadness. That he's melancholy and depressed. But he knows he can be like this with Fox, that he'll understand.
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