oh praise him
it just hit me how much i censor myself when i write.
i can't say everything i want to say on either of my journals because i know people read them.
and i fear losing them as friends because of the things i say.
but i'm not gonna do that anymore.
i simply refuse.
and here, i limit myself spiritually.
so no more.
with that said, my weekend was amazing.
the retreat i went through was such a beautiful experience.
the goal of strengthening the spiritual relationships in life was met by far.
i'm taken aback with all that i gained.
i hope this fire in me doesn't fade so quickly.
i gained a little clarity in prayer this weekend.
i'm 85% positive i'm leaving this school next year.
i'm not sure what i'm doing or where i'm going.
i just wish my convictions would flow out of me.
i wish that i could have the courage to be more evangelical.
i'm not ready.
i can't do it yet.
i think i need this next semester to prepare my heart.
we'll see.
okay byeee.
i can't say everything i want to say on either of my journals because i know people read them.
and i fear losing them as friends because of the things i say.
but i'm not gonna do that anymore.
i simply refuse.
and here, i limit myself spiritually.
so no more.
with that said, my weekend was amazing.
the retreat i went through was such a beautiful experience.
the goal of strengthening the spiritual relationships in life was met by far.
i'm taken aback with all that i gained.
i hope this fire in me doesn't fade so quickly.
i gained a little clarity in prayer this weekend.
i'm 85% positive i'm leaving this school next year.
i'm not sure what i'm doing or where i'm going.
i just wish my convictions would flow out of me.
i wish that i could have the courage to be more evangelical.
i'm not ready.
i can't do it yet.
i think i need this next semester to prepare my heart.
we'll see.
okay byeee.