Nov 08, 2004 18:04
I hate the fact that I can't make up my mind.
i make a decision.
i change my mind.
i think i have a new one.
i change my mind.
all i want is to be content.
now that i realize that there are other possibilities for next year, i'm not content with this year any more.
i hate that.
its so immature.
it sucks.
i'm going to try to work on that.
i'm not doing well so far.
stupid little things are pissing me off that shouldn't be.
and its making me wonder if i was just unaware of the extent of suckiness in certain things or if i chose to over look them.
people piss me off a lot more since i got back.
what the hell am i supposed to do with my life?
why is this not clear?
okay bye.