thank you again for everything. so much ( Read more... )

i got a message to call trish... i am FREAKING out right now. meredith told me that there's going to be a meeting tomorrow at 1 - but why wouldn't she just tell me that? the reason i'm freaking is because she sounded like she was going to lose it on the message. and now her line is busy. what if i'm getting laid off? FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

i just talked to trish.
things are very bad.