Aug 06, 2009 01:14
And, staying there for about a year. To study. Or stalk. Whichever I feel doing once I get there. LOL.
I know, I've been so happy these past few weeks because, HELLO, JAPAN?!
xD
For a crazy fangirl of all things Jap, it would be really weird if I wouldn't be happy on this. Also, I've spent sleepless nights dreaming of being there. And, I've cried for months and shamelessly begged on this. Plus, I have worked my everything off for those requirementSSS and the interview.
So much stress, money, time, and whatnot have I invested for this. Of course I'd be ecstatic.
But seriously, I am scared shitless. I am so scared I am thinking of not going anymore. And yes, I have a ticket and a visa already.
This is SOOOOO stupid, I know. (Many would want to be in my position now, I am made aware.) Blogging on this even, for I know in my heart and soul that I'd still pursue going there no matter what.. =')
This is all Socio 11's fault. I am seriously going bonkers on all things because of it.
TTT-TTT
nihon