Apr 19, 2007 23:56
i hate coming home and being dead tired. i hate crying. i hate not having any money. i hate working two jobs and not being able to pay my bills. i hate using my money for gas to go to school and work and then i don't have money to eat. i hate how no one knows what i go thru. i hate having to get two fucking credit cards because i don't have any cash to pay for things, like gas and food.
now i have no more moent left on my credit cards and no money in the bank to pay them off. i hate nazareth and the fucking stuck up, rich kids that go there. fuck you all. seriously, i'll have some respect for you when you've gone thru what i've had to go thru.
i'm so tired. my back hurts, and my legs hurt. i need something to change, i need more federal aid or something. i just need a change.
i hate crying myself to sleep.
:[ i miss nate..