fuck it all
i wish that i had rich parents that bought me nice things; like a college education, a laptop, a car that worked well, and i didn't have to work two jobs. i hate it all. no one knows how fucking poor i am, no one. i'm sick of it all, like i lost all of my W2's and other tax stuff. it was in my room the last i knew and now they're all gone. i've been turning my whole house upsidedown looking and i feel like shit.
i don't know why things have to be like this. people always say that it will get better. well i don't see the point in going to school for four years, and then having to pay back college loans. then getting married and having to pay for my kids college? what the hell? is that all life is? cuz if it is, then count me out. i just wanna live and let live.
i hate all the fucking naz kids too, they don't need to work, they have mommy and daddy pay for everything! i work two jobs and i still don't have any money for gas, or to pay for my car insurance. how the fuck am i supposed to get any work done for my final papers and projects? i'm never home to work on anyhting. i'm eigther at school in classes or at track practice, or i'm at tom wahls. i have no time what so ever! it's dumb! but all of my class mates get to stay on campus cuz they got a good college loan and their prents are financialy sound and they have nice laptop computers and they can do their work right there at naz. meanwhile i'm driving everywhere and doing this and that.
i can't take it anymore. i want to scream but what good will that do. i feel like crying, and the only person that i could escape to was nate. and he's away at basic. i'm just sick of it all. so the next time you think you're poor, jsut remember dear old jon.
oh, and p.s. my family is so poor that we have to heat our house with a woodstove, and freeze our asses off every morning, and you're sitting at home not even worrying about the gas bill.
fuck rochester weather, and fuck being poor.
qazi, out!
i don't know why things have to be like this. people always say that it will get better. well i don't see the point in going to school for four years, and then having to pay back college loans. then getting married and having to pay for my kids college? what the hell? is that all life is? cuz if it is, then count me out. i just wanna live and let live.
i hate all the fucking naz kids too, they don't need to work, they have mommy and daddy pay for everything! i work two jobs and i still don't have any money for gas, or to pay for my car insurance. how the fuck am i supposed to get any work done for my final papers and projects? i'm never home to work on anyhting. i'm eigther at school in classes or at track practice, or i'm at tom wahls. i have no time what so ever! it's dumb! but all of my class mates get to stay on campus cuz they got a good college loan and their prents are financialy sound and they have nice laptop computers and they can do their work right there at naz. meanwhile i'm driving everywhere and doing this and that.
i can't take it anymore. i want to scream but what good will that do. i feel like crying, and the only person that i could escape to was nate. and he's away at basic. i'm just sick of it all. so the next time you think you're poor, jsut remember dear old jon.
oh, and p.s. my family is so poor that we have to heat our house with a woodstove, and freeze our asses off every morning, and you're sitting at home not even worrying about the gas bill.
fuck rochester weather, and fuck being poor.
qazi, out!