Dec 19, 2005 20:00
I wish you the same debbie. I am both good and other. I may have a job soon at a bank in brandon-helping people get their finances in order and stuff like that. I bought some gifts for my family and a few things for friends but I wish that I could give you the gifts that would really say how valuable you are and how thankful I am. The CC's said that ok, if you just give us massages we would be happy. So ruthy richard and phlu got massages...i see can why you hands would get so tired.
I am continuing my journal to the center of my soul and getting all the junk out and praying for God's healing touch. (i still have a "party in my head" but it is getting better. ) I had a great time with Greg hyden when we went to Carrabas to hang out and chill since he was down for the week-this and more being chonicled on my livejournal abundantjoy2004-when i go see the doctor on thursday, we are going to talk and I am going to go back to the other doctor since none of the other paths worked out and just pay wholesale for the doctor and the medicines. sigh. Jenny and Ruthy and I are camping at Jenny;s house and then going to the holy land experience and then downtown disney to bum around. it will be fun a retreat sort of. I sent josiah and brian cards for christmas-brian unfornaturely failed a class so he will grad next semester, but i think that he will take that class at home. josiah said he would pray that I would not suffer from brian withdrawl and for that i am thankful. we have a great tree this year and we will have more kids coming, so a packed house even more so. SIgh. :) Richard is off to sememtary and my siblings are growing up and working the medical field and the jeppie is in college for Arch. my lil bro is still a trip and i will get better too althought some days I feel all grumpy and issue and awful but some days ARE TERRIFIC!!
people are terrific! i get emails from melinda ever now and again traveling from australia to canada to other states and back again and israel is just working it helping people and his new girlfriend and her kids. as it were. :) greg i think is growing alot spiritually and that is something I am very grateful for!
we talk on the IM alot and it is quite fun although it is chapel center kind of converation :P
I miss the brian and I have been going to tons of wedding-derik and michelles was BEAUTIFUL !!
candles, brooke and the usf chamber choir singing set a seal on my heart, all the Crosswinders practically that ever were there at presbysian in carrollwood with their beautiful dresses and outfits. Poor richard went for the wedding almost immediately after so not to pass out on the carpet from grief. :( Missy and jerry were there. missy was in the wedding party as was liz and pam and keith was there and it was a beautiful wedding . justin was there looking great in a tux and Ken was the super best man. Poor derik dropped the ring but the priest saved the day and seeing michelle racing around after the service ken and derik bumbling running after her holding her dress was quite a sight to behold. Life is good. I just wish i feel better some times. Life is good. though.