SlowStopRewind
Fuck life is busy.
It's been a while since I've just been able to completely relax and not worry about a thing. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately and I feel like I just need to get away from everything. Life is just too damn busy and I'm not really enjoying the routine that I'm suck in.
Don't get my wrong, I love my job, love my friends and love living in Toronto, but I just need to get away. The worst part is that I don't know where "away" is. I've tried going home and to kingston, but neither of them really make me feel like I'm away. Maybe camping or a cottage is in need? I don't know.
I feel like there just isn't enough time in the day anymore. I'm working 60+ hours a week and I just don't have time for myself. Its hard to find time to get the gym, read a book, do my school work and just relax all in a day. I wouldn't say that I'm burning out, because I don't feel like I've reached an end, I think that I could just use some time to put everything that I've done in the last 8 months into perspective.
Lately I've been a bit stressed out. I think its because I know that life will be chaning in about a month and a half and I'll have to re-adjust to everything again. As much as I feel like i need a change to my routine, there is some comfort in knowing that you can make plans to fit a schedule. I have no idea what my schedule will be come the end of september.
Sorry for the random banter, it's hard to make these individual thoughts coherent, let alone try and relate them to eachother.
Just needed to get that out.
Ironically, this song that I'm listening to is exactly how I'm feeling.
It's been a while since I've just been able to completely relax and not worry about a thing. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately and I feel like I just need to get away from everything. Life is just too damn busy and I'm not really enjoying the routine that I'm suck in.
Don't get my wrong, I love my job, love my friends and love living in Toronto, but I just need to get away. The worst part is that I don't know where "away" is. I've tried going home and to kingston, but neither of them really make me feel like I'm away. Maybe camping or a cottage is in need? I don't know.
I feel like there just isn't enough time in the day anymore. I'm working 60+ hours a week and I just don't have time for myself. Its hard to find time to get the gym, read a book, do my school work and just relax all in a day. I wouldn't say that I'm burning out, because I don't feel like I've reached an end, I think that I could just use some time to put everything that I've done in the last 8 months into perspective.
Lately I've been a bit stressed out. I think its because I know that life will be chaning in about a month and a half and I'll have to re-adjust to everything again. As much as I feel like i need a change to my routine, there is some comfort in knowing that you can make plans to fit a schedule. I have no idea what my schedule will be come the end of september.
Sorry for the random banter, it's hard to make these individual thoughts coherent, let alone try and relate them to eachother.
Just needed to get that out.
Ironically, this song that I'm listening to is exactly how I'm feeling.