Mar 11, 2009 14:09
I wonder if I have a hormonal defect, because I'm not as sexual as I'd like to be. For example, I'm beginning to see a guy and I'm noticing that I get emotionally attached to a small degree. The sexual attraction is there, and the emotional stuff is still a bit too early to evaluate, but a big part of me wants it to mean something. Inevitably, I get a little possessive, even if we're not on exclusive terms. But I try to go along with it, as much as I kind of don't want to. Then again, it's an adventure 'cause you may never know what comes next.
Understand, my longest term in a relationship was 3-months and I was 18. I'd mention the fling I had for a year when I was a senior at UCSB, but I was more emtionally attached to my walk-in closet. I kind of want to break that unlucky cycle.