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I haven't been this exhausted for a long time... This is what I get for not being a morning person. I have to follow business hours for companies and not my own... Hard.... I'm not use to getting up early in the morning, nor am I use to going to bed early. It doesn't take me very long to get into a "normal" habit of sleeping, but I'll never be a morning person.
I have run myself rampid with the past two days and I've run craig even MORE rampid. He went with me to do my errands this morning with no sleep. We went to Job Connect so I could get my voucher taken care of, and also to LVMPD to get my picture taken and to get my finger prints taken. Mind you i got up at 5am and fell asleep at 2am.. All i could do was think about getting home and snuggling to sleep in my bed, same goes for craig. So but there was more drive-time done than actual waiting and getting things taken care of.. EEP!
I got home and waited for my mom to be quiet so I could get some sleep... then the fone wouldn't stop rining, so In actual, my 1st nap was only 2 hours and I woke up to eat something for dinner then i went back to bed for another 2 hours.. I'm STILL tired.... I'll probably go to bed in 15 min since I have nothing to do and getting to bed early would be wise.
Tomorrow I get to drive down to Craig's Side of town to drop off all the stuff I did today and do whatever else I need to do, at 10am. Of course, I'm making poor Craig suffer to go with me. Hopefully that won't take forever and a day to complete!
I can now consider myself a non-loser ;) This is definately going to be a WHOLE NEW EXPERIENCE for myself and seeing how I will be working and managing things for myself, but I think I'm going to need some help. Some being keyword.
My mom said " your First paycheck stub is going to be framed" hahaha She didn't even do that to sara, but I'm going to take it in a good way instead of feeling insulted by that.
*edit* - it's ALmost 5:30am and I'm sick of having Zombie dreams. So god damn terrifying. I don't know what they mean. Zombie dreams are my reoccuring dreams. I can't get rid of them! And it's always that feeling of being close to dying or being "snatched" by a zombie cause I can't get the fucking door closed quick enough, or I cant get the door locked fast enough. Sometimes the Locks are tricky and somehow someone keeps opening them and I have to keep locking them. It's frustrating, yet petrifying. I wake up shaking and scared and I don't want to move in fear "there's a zombie in my room already" I wish I could figure out the problem I'm having in the waking world so i can stop having these scary dreams. Normally I have lapses where I won't dream about zombies for quite sometime, then when i least expect it, i am bombarded by zombie dreams night after night after night. These zombies are slow moving, but fast, and appear out of nowhere. I manage to keep myself and my loved ones away from harm. I've yet to see someone who gets nabbed by a zombie who then becomes a zombie, they just die. I hate trying to keep myself locked in a car that I'm constantly having to check the locks cause they pop up by themself, or the doors wont shut, or the doors wont lock when i think they are locked. Maybe, it's a privacy issue? Not sure, but I do know that I can't do interpretations cause I'm always too freaked out to remember what is going on except for the locks never being locked. Maybe I should learn to write down my dreams in detail just when I wake up, like I was taught to do in "psychology of dreams" I'll figure it out on day.
I have run myself rampid with the past two days and I've run craig even MORE rampid. He went with me to do my errands this morning with no sleep. We went to Job Connect so I could get my voucher taken care of, and also to LVMPD to get my picture taken and to get my finger prints taken. Mind you i got up at 5am and fell asleep at 2am.. All i could do was think about getting home and snuggling to sleep in my bed, same goes for craig. So but there was more drive-time done than actual waiting and getting things taken care of.. EEP!
I got home and waited for my mom to be quiet so I could get some sleep... then the fone wouldn't stop rining, so In actual, my 1st nap was only 2 hours and I woke up to eat something for dinner then i went back to bed for another 2 hours.. I'm STILL tired.... I'll probably go to bed in 15 min since I have nothing to do and getting to bed early would be wise.
Tomorrow I get to drive down to Craig's Side of town to drop off all the stuff I did today and do whatever else I need to do, at 10am. Of course, I'm making poor Craig suffer to go with me. Hopefully that won't take forever and a day to complete!
I can now consider myself a non-loser ;) This is definately going to be a WHOLE NEW EXPERIENCE for myself and seeing how I will be working and managing things for myself, but I think I'm going to need some help. Some being keyword.
My mom said " your First paycheck stub is going to be framed" hahaha She didn't even do that to sara, but I'm going to take it in a good way instead of feeling insulted by that.
*edit* - it's ALmost 5:30am and I'm sick of having Zombie dreams. So god damn terrifying. I don't know what they mean. Zombie dreams are my reoccuring dreams. I can't get rid of them! And it's always that feeling of being close to dying or being "snatched" by a zombie cause I can't get the fucking door closed quick enough, or I cant get the door locked fast enough. Sometimes the Locks are tricky and somehow someone keeps opening them and I have to keep locking them. It's frustrating, yet petrifying. I wake up shaking and scared and I don't want to move in fear "there's a zombie in my room already" I wish I could figure out the problem I'm having in the waking world so i can stop having these scary dreams. Normally I have lapses where I won't dream about zombies for quite sometime, then when i least expect it, i am bombarded by zombie dreams night after night after night. These zombies are slow moving, but fast, and appear out of nowhere. I manage to keep myself and my loved ones away from harm. I've yet to see someone who gets nabbed by a zombie who then becomes a zombie, they just die. I hate trying to keep myself locked in a car that I'm constantly having to check the locks cause they pop up by themself, or the doors wont shut, or the doors wont lock when i think they are locked. Maybe, it's a privacy issue? Not sure, but I do know that I can't do interpretations cause I'm always too freaked out to remember what is going on except for the locks never being locked. Maybe I should learn to write down my dreams in detail just when I wake up, like I was taught to do in "psychology of dreams" I'll figure it out on day.