Stress....

[absolutefreak]

So... I'm just totally stressed out. I want love... affection... dick.... I hate this shit... it reminds me AND feels like being with fuckin Adam... it's horse shit... I'm stressed out all the time. I want my husband... but I fear that.. I'll never again have the man that I fell in love with. I'm still very deeply in love with him. I have no stress

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[bob_rogue]

What's causing all this??

[absolutefreak]

Dave and I. We're both very stubborn and spoiled. He's away from me alot of the time...and when I don't get to see him for long periods of time... I get very anxious and stressed because he's not there. I hate it. Alot of it is also from the lack of affection and sex. I don't do drugs... I don't smoke cigarettes... I drink... but that either numbs or depresses me further. And it's usually further depression. I'm addicted to getting dick! I always have been. It's not a want of mine. It's a need. So when I'm not getting it... it's more stress. And I hate that too... hence the feeling like being with Adam... It's all bullshit... I hate dealing with it... I want it... but... there's nothing I can do about it. And I hate that as well.... it's all stress... and the stress causes me not to sleep... and... you get the picture... it's all a big circle of stress that isn't going any where...