Love!
Hey folks,
Well reading break's been a riot so far. I brought along my friend, Beth, to my dad's and it's been fun hanging out with her. I'd like to say this week of strictly hanging out with each other is like a test for being room mates next year. People keep telling me that it's not good being roomies with your best friend but I don't know; Beth and I have great communication and we have been talking about so many things and 'secrets' and issues already that I don't think it'd be a huge different and a terrible experience.
We've been talking about boys a lot, Beth and I. It's been a struggle for me having been single my entire life so far. I'm gonna be 20 in a couple months and I've never had a serious relationship. But Beth and I have been talking about how I have to learn to be ok with being single and myself as a person. It's the irony of it all that you have to like being single before you can date. And besides, yeah, I wanna date but do I want to have the break up that might follow? Not so much. So I've got to learn how to be patient and wait for the guy who fits my standards. I'm learning that high standards aren't a bad thing. :)
"So do not be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows." -Matthew 10:31 :D
If I guy told ME I was worth more than many sparrows I'd be all his! lol But seriously. I need to learn my own worth before I have it confirmed by another person. I need to be able to confirm it myself ya know? Idk. I'm rambling.
I've been trying to keep up with my reading....not a success. I have a midterm like the Tuesday I get back. Ugh. But I got through 1 of 4 chapters! That's a start!! :D
Well reading break's been a riot so far. I brought along my friend, Beth, to my dad's and it's been fun hanging out with her. I'd like to say this week of strictly hanging out with each other is like a test for being room mates next year. People keep telling me that it's not good being roomies with your best friend but I don't know; Beth and I have great communication and we have been talking about so many things and 'secrets' and issues already that I don't think it'd be a huge different and a terrible experience.
We've been talking about boys a lot, Beth and I. It's been a struggle for me having been single my entire life so far. I'm gonna be 20 in a couple months and I've never had a serious relationship. But Beth and I have been talking about how I have to learn to be ok with being single and myself as a person. It's the irony of it all that you have to like being single before you can date. And besides, yeah, I wanna date but do I want to have the break up that might follow? Not so much. So I've got to learn how to be patient and wait for the guy who fits my standards. I'm learning that high standards aren't a bad thing. :)
"So do not be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows." -Matthew 10:31 :D
If I guy told ME I was worth more than many sparrows I'd be all his! lol But seriously. I need to learn my own worth before I have it confirmed by another person. I need to be able to confirm it myself ya know? Idk. I'm rambling.
I've been trying to keep up with my reading....not a success. I have a midterm like the Tuesday I get back. Ugh. But I got through 1 of 4 chapters! That's a start!! :D