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so apparently my new years eve was pretty shitty after hangin out wih friends but for some odd strange reason i was happy new years day still have a thing for amanda and am still talking to her still friends but want more but im happy to just be a friend talked to her this morning shes not feeling good offered her to come here and id take care of her after i got a shower unless she wanted to join ;) miss having shower company think i might try to have myself a shower party find two girls and just get a shower nothing else just get a shower together think that would be funny but thats not my style i dunno what to do i really like amanda she called me cheesie cause i told her how i gave jess a note and a letter i wrote for amanda and gave to jess to gove to her she said oh no lol j/p and my response was well its your fault your all kinds of wonderful she thought that was cheesy i told her she should get used to it cause i like her and shes gonne hear alot of cheese its my flaw being cheesie but my cheesieness isnt just something being said its meant the cheesier it sounds its prolly safe to say the more i mean it