"it doesnt mean much, it doesnt mean anything at all, the life ive left behind me is a cold one"
so yesterday i went down to newport with my mom to meet up with family friends who were exhibiting at the flower show at the rosecliff mansion.
the first part of the day was fine. my mother seemed happy for the first time in about a month and we kinda had a nice long talk about everything, not that she trusts me more or is any happier with me. but we talked for the first time in about a week...which is VERY rare for us.
so we got to the mansion and HOLY SHIT! it was nice.
i mean, ive been there before to tour them but i had no idea the event was fancy. luckily we had dressed up anways.
so we walked around and drank (yay for mommy letting me have wine) and eventually met up with our friends and helped them out.
but see, then comes the bad part. just a suggestion for everyone out there. it is a bad idea, to stand around in the sun on a very, very very hot day after you rolled the night before and are still dehydrated, havent eaten in 2 days, and are now drinking alcohol. woops.
unfortunetly i didnt peice this all together until after the second time i blacked out. i was just a tid bit dehyrated.
so we went and ate at this cute little cafe they had set up along the water in back of the flower show and i finally started to feel better.
we were supposed to leave around 5:30 after we helped our friends clean up their booth thing but my mother gave me guilt trip upon guilt trip of what an asshole, irresponsible daughter ive been lately and could we please stay and have dinner and walk around. part of me fell for the guilt trip, and the other part of me was hoping she'd ask.
yesterday was a good day for her. no faitgue, no aching, a little bit of anxiety, but best of all no depression. the one thing i hate about this disease is how it changes daily. ya never know what your gunna get.
so we had dinner on the water and then walked around and shopped and people watched and whatnot. i got home around 10:30 and passed out. cuz i never slept the night before and heels are not fun to walk around in for 12 hours and after like blacking out 3 times during the day and i was just kinda a mess. but w/e. the day had its ups and downs.
and today i have camp orientation/open house from 12-4 which means i get to meet my kiddies :) should be a good time. then i believe after im doing something with staley, and maybe some other members of the usual crew? and tomorrow work starts!
this was interesting i thought:
Your Libra Drinking Style
"I'm jusht a social drinker," you slur, "it's jusht that I'm so damn social?"
You love nothing more than to party, mingle and relate to everyone.
Whether dipped in favor of Good Libra (with Insta-Friend device set to "on") or heavier on the Evil Libra side (you are little instigators when bored), you can really work a room.
Charming as you are, you are notoriously lacking in self-control.
And this can get you into all sorts of trouble -- including wearing their wobbly boots waaaay too early in the evening.
You may end up flirting with you best friend's sweetie or even blacking out the night's events entirely. Oops!Your Signature CocktailsAesthetic Libras like pretty, pouffy drinks like a pink lady or a brandy Alexander. That's the influence of Venus, your ruling planet, which also gives you a horror of crudely named potions like Sex on the Beach. You're fine with "normal" guzzles like apple martinis, but every Libra secretly just wants champagne... and lots of it.Your Celebrity Drinking BuddiesEminem, Simon Cowell, Avril Lavigne, Catherine Zeta-Jones, Usher, Gwen Stefani, Hillary Duff, and Will Smith.
What's Your Alcohoroscope?
the first part of the day was fine. my mother seemed happy for the first time in about a month and we kinda had a nice long talk about everything, not that she trusts me more or is any happier with me. but we talked for the first time in about a week...which is VERY rare for us.
so we got to the mansion and HOLY SHIT! it was nice.
i mean, ive been there before to tour them but i had no idea the event was fancy. luckily we had dressed up anways.
so we walked around and drank (yay for mommy letting me have wine) and eventually met up with our friends and helped them out.
but see, then comes the bad part. just a suggestion for everyone out there. it is a bad idea, to stand around in the sun on a very, very very hot day after you rolled the night before and are still dehydrated, havent eaten in 2 days, and are now drinking alcohol. woops.
unfortunetly i didnt peice this all together until after the second time i blacked out. i was just a tid bit dehyrated.
so we went and ate at this cute little cafe they had set up along the water in back of the flower show and i finally started to feel better.
we were supposed to leave around 5:30 after we helped our friends clean up their booth thing but my mother gave me guilt trip upon guilt trip of what an asshole, irresponsible daughter ive been lately and could we please stay and have dinner and walk around. part of me fell for the guilt trip, and the other part of me was hoping she'd ask.
yesterday was a good day for her. no faitgue, no aching, a little bit of anxiety, but best of all no depression. the one thing i hate about this disease is how it changes daily. ya never know what your gunna get.
so we had dinner on the water and then walked around and shopped and people watched and whatnot. i got home around 10:30 and passed out. cuz i never slept the night before and heels are not fun to walk around in for 12 hours and after like blacking out 3 times during the day and i was just kinda a mess. but w/e. the day had its ups and downs.
and today i have camp orientation/open house from 12-4 which means i get to meet my kiddies :) should be a good time. then i believe after im doing something with staley, and maybe some other members of the usual crew? and tomorrow work starts!
this was interesting i thought:
Your Libra Drinking Style
"I'm jusht a social drinker," you slur, "it's jusht that I'm so damn social?"
You love nothing more than to party, mingle and relate to everyone.
Whether dipped in favor of Good Libra (with Insta-Friend device set to "on") or heavier on the Evil Libra side (you are little instigators when bored), you can really work a room.
Charming as you are, you are notoriously lacking in self-control.
And this can get you into all sorts of trouble -- including wearing their wobbly boots waaaay too early in the evening.
You may end up flirting with you best friend's sweetie or even blacking out the night's events entirely. Oops!Your Signature CocktailsAesthetic Libras like pretty, pouffy drinks like a pink lady or a brandy Alexander. That's the influence of Venus, your ruling planet, which also gives you a horror of crudely named potions like Sex on the Beach. You're fine with "normal" guzzles like apple martinis, but every Libra secretly just wants champagne... and lots of it.Your Celebrity Drinking BuddiesEminem, Simon Cowell, Avril Lavigne, Catherine Zeta-Jones, Usher, Gwen Stefani, Hillary Duff, and Will Smith.
What's Your Alcohoroscope?