May 01, 2005 21:26
ive made some decisions i wanna update about really quick:
1. i update my livejournal WAY too much.
2. i am officialy erasing this weekend from my memory because i hated it. even today i enjoyed myself but i felt...off. my mom and everything really made me flip out, become overly sensitive, and jump to conclusions about things on friday, saturday, and today so thats it. im forgetting this weekend. i didnt like it. im sorry about a lot of the things ive done in the past few weeks and im sorry about a lot of the things ive said out loud as well as the things i havent but thought to myself.
3. i dont think i tell people i love them enough, even though i think i say it the most out of everyone i know. its just that today i got home, talked to candace for like 5 seconds, and then i sat down and i was just thinking about my day and the past year and i realized how quickly its all gone by and how quickly the next 118 days are going to go by until i leave and it makes me sad.
-i love you all very very much and i would do anything for you guys. please, dont ever hesitate to come to me about anything. 118 days...its gunna fly by.