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tonight was better then last. i went out to eat with chris and michelle, went to movie gallery, and then me, chris, mikey, and allison went to krystles and hung out with her, jake, and huckle. it was nice. i was reassured of a lot of things. i had some nice talks with chris and a nice talk with mikey and a nice talk with allison too..thank you kids. and i was supposed to see candace tonight but things got all fucked up and it didnt work out and she ended up getting really pissed off at me and i feel guilty but there was honestly nothing i could do in the situation. im sorry sweetie, you know i am. i love you. hoping to go out for breakfast tomorrow with the crew and then ive got lots of work to do. gross.
and i would like to apologize for the past and give a warning for the future that i am a mess right now. i spent all of friday night (even when i was out) and all of today just crying. im overreacting and blowing things out of proportion and im very sensitive right now so im sorry for the way im gunna be acting but im not quite sure how to change it right now. but i promise i love you all no matter what i say and how bitchy i act. things are just...difficult right now.
and i would like to apologize for the past and give a warning for the future that i am a mess right now. i spent all of friday night (even when i was out) and all of today just crying. im overreacting and blowing things out of proportion and im very sensitive right now so im sorry for the way im gunna be acting but im not quite sure how to change it right now. but i promise i love you all no matter what i say and how bitchy i act. things are just...difficult right now.