blah blah blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i duno i duno i dunooooooo i just dont know
life it nuts
its werid and crazy and i dont know what to think of it anymore.
all i know is i have to pee really badly right now so im gonna go do that,
pause:
okay im back
anyway.. last entry was december when i was in a rage and in GA for christmas, and all i did was talk about my feelings on the world, but failed to update whats going on in my life. theres like too much to type / too much i duno
i got the car of my dreams that i was talking about 2-3 entries before this one..
saved up all my money, around 2,000 dollars and borrowed 1500 combined from jen and mom and got a
97' Jetta Jazz black. i named it nemo. and i love it so muchhhh so much. and despite the fact that on paper and to insurance companies i look like an aweful driver im not. being that i got into 4 accidents :( 2 fatal in which my car died but then came back and then 2 months later died on April 29th 2008 @ 3.00 pm. terrible terrible day. but thank god im alive. ill talk about that later..
around june i started talking to matt again, after around 4 months of disapperance haha, he graduated, me and janine went i drove since i got my nemo on june 15th 2007 :) and i duno when his graduation was but it was like 2 weeks after i got my car. . and glorias a bitch. from the second i got my car she was one, her and matt were the first to see my baby. ofcorse matt was excited as i was, but gloria he being the one that just bought a brand new car was like ohhh... my car doesnt do that (making a face, while closing the trunk) i duno it just pissed me off.. like who are you? your first car was a piece of s h i t.
summer was one of my most memorable and greatest..
got a job working in my moms office making 14 bucks an hour which i spent all on pot and gas.
im an idiot and should have banked it,
one more thing
to add to my list of regets which i will make soon so i can keep track..
matt became friends with this kid Dan Phicox, he dissappeared for a week, and then reemeraged when dan went to north carolina with his girlfriend to visit his mom, and once they came back, he introduced me to him. We all became friends and had a lil group, and a whole lotta shit happened with dan so he moved in with matt for like 2 weeks before he moved to north carolina for good, he was a really cool kid over the summer, and he left around the beginning of august, the summer stayed strong in being awesome, i met nicole and devin matts friends that he always talked about -
me and gloria got into a fight sometime over the summer, we no longer talk,
me and maria also stopped speaking in like march i think of last year, her parents let her have the focus and i guess she felt too cool and treated me like shit and like left me one morning, when really i knew better and took the bus hahaah im so smart
anyywayyy
me janine and matt became like the muskateers in the beginning of school - litterally everyday me him and her smoked and had awesomee timess and then dan came back like a day before thanksgiving, and he was like different.. i duno even know just not the same dan...
the next 2 months were o u t o f c o n t r o l i cant even describe. horrible. matt and dan were always on some time of drug and there was always someting we had to do. Dan litterally FUCKED every one over he was friends with including me and matt. i think the only person he didnt fuck over was janine... he owes everyone a total of 1200 probably more.. hes an ass whole. started selling pot in januray. or tried to . got arressted at Market. my car was like this close | | to getting impounded. thanks dan. then 3 days later him matt and gabby got arressted and had to spend the night in jail. fucked up shit. like i must sound like a completly different person. so much bad things have happened in the past year like i duno . dan finally left at the end of jan. he got matt and him kicked outta the house annd then they went to live with matts sis karen and then he got them kicked outta there cuz he stole coke from matts ex brother-in -law. finally realized i duno what and went back down to north carolina in which he got arressted AGAIN and was in jail for a while. and i hate my self because i let him "borrow" my FAVORITE MOST CHERISED thing ever my CD player :( im so mad at my self for that cuz im never gonna see it again. ever. and it was the only i love that i owned. like loved. ugh. thats another thing to my list of regrets.
anyway. about a week after he left, james in Ireland started texting me :) and then a week after that i got into a head on collison when it was snowing, i couldnt stop and skidded and like slowly went into another car.. my car was basicly totalled.. raidator broke - healights - grill - electric.. noone got hurt but i got terribly depressed.. jen paided for it to get fixed i love her forever for that.. and then like the next week janine lost her debit card and phone and then got fired from her job and then crashed her dads car and while this was going on matt was in an out paitent program at south oaks.
its as if everyones lives like got fukced up because of dan and when he finally left everything just came crashing
down. horribly.. oh man. this year is gonna be better it has to be..
this is a damn long entry which i must continue at another time because i have fucking work at ac moore in less than an hour and need to shower...
peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
life it nuts
its werid and crazy and i dont know what to think of it anymore.
all i know is i have to pee really badly right now so im gonna go do that,
pause:
okay im back
anyway.. last entry was december when i was in a rage and in GA for christmas, and all i did was talk about my feelings on the world, but failed to update whats going on in my life. theres like too much to type / too much i duno
i got the car of my dreams that i was talking about 2-3 entries before this one..
saved up all my money, around 2,000 dollars and borrowed 1500 combined from jen and mom and got a
97' Jetta Jazz black. i named it nemo. and i love it so muchhhh so much. and despite the fact that on paper and to insurance companies i look like an aweful driver im not. being that i got into 4 accidents :( 2 fatal in which my car died but then came back and then 2 months later died on April 29th 2008 @ 3.00 pm. terrible terrible day. but thank god im alive. ill talk about that later..
around june i started talking to matt again, after around 4 months of disapperance haha, he graduated, me and janine went i drove since i got my nemo on june 15th 2007 :) and i duno when his graduation was but it was like 2 weeks after i got my car. . and glorias a bitch. from the second i got my car she was one, her and matt were the first to see my baby. ofcorse matt was excited as i was, but gloria he being the one that just bought a brand new car was like ohhh... my car doesnt do that (making a face, while closing the trunk) i duno it just pissed me off.. like who are you? your first car was a piece of s h i t.
summer was one of my most memorable and greatest..
got a job working in my moms office making 14 bucks an hour which i spent all on pot and gas.
im an idiot and should have banked it,
one more thing
to add to my list of regets which i will make soon so i can keep track..
matt became friends with this kid Dan Phicox, he dissappeared for a week, and then reemeraged when dan went to north carolina with his girlfriend to visit his mom, and once they came back, he introduced me to him. We all became friends and had a lil group, and a whole lotta shit happened with dan so he moved in with matt for like 2 weeks before he moved to north carolina for good, he was a really cool kid over the summer, and he left around the beginning of august, the summer stayed strong in being awesome, i met nicole and devin matts friends that he always talked about -
me and gloria got into a fight sometime over the summer, we no longer talk,
me and maria also stopped speaking in like march i think of last year, her parents let her have the focus and i guess she felt too cool and treated me like shit and like left me one morning, when really i knew better and took the bus hahaah im so smart
anyywayyy
me janine and matt became like the muskateers in the beginning of school - litterally everyday me him and her smoked and had awesomee timess and then dan came back like a day before thanksgiving, and he was like different.. i duno even know just not the same dan...
the next 2 months were o u t o f c o n t r o l i cant even describe. horrible. matt and dan were always on some time of drug and there was always someting we had to do. Dan litterally FUCKED every one over he was friends with including me and matt. i think the only person he didnt fuck over was janine... he owes everyone a total of 1200 probably more.. hes an ass whole. started selling pot in januray. or tried to . got arressted at Market. my car was like this close | | to getting impounded. thanks dan. then 3 days later him matt and gabby got arressted and had to spend the night in jail. fucked up shit. like i must sound like a completly different person. so much bad things have happened in the past year like i duno . dan finally left at the end of jan. he got matt and him kicked outta the house annd then they went to live with matts sis karen and then he got them kicked outta there cuz he stole coke from matts ex brother-in -law. finally realized i duno what and went back down to north carolina in which he got arressted AGAIN and was in jail for a while. and i hate my self because i let him "borrow" my FAVORITE MOST CHERISED thing ever my CD player :( im so mad at my self for that cuz im never gonna see it again. ever. and it was the only i love that i owned. like loved. ugh. thats another thing to my list of regrets.
anyway. about a week after he left, james in Ireland started texting me :) and then a week after that i got into a head on collison when it was snowing, i couldnt stop and skidded and like slowly went into another car.. my car was basicly totalled.. raidator broke - healights - grill - electric.. noone got hurt but i got terribly depressed.. jen paided for it to get fixed i love her forever for that.. and then like the next week janine lost her debit card and phone and then got fired from her job and then crashed her dads car and while this was going on matt was in an out paitent program at south oaks.
its as if everyones lives like got fukced up because of dan and when he finally left everything just came crashing
down. horribly.. oh man. this year is gonna be better it has to be..
this is a damn long entry which i must continue at another time because i have fucking work at ac moore in less than an hour and need to shower...
peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee