[017 - The whole truth and nothing but the truth. | Video]
[Buffy looks a little bummed. She's slouching in her chair and speaking a little passively, as if talking to herself rather than the whole ship.]
You know what, guys? I'm lonely. Like, really, really lonely. [Siiiigh.] Not that this is even remotely a new feeling in my life.. Back home I would have been a shoo-in to be voted Miss Lonely of the state of California. It's just worse here because of the lack of people I can count on.
A lot of you, you're great, don't get me wrong. But I miss my best friends. And none of you come close. Willow, Xander, Giles.. My sister, Dawn.. [Pause.] I was really close with Spike. We were really.. I loved him. But he left. Again. Like everyone. [Another sigh.]
And Bruce. You guys remember Bruce. We were getting really close, I think. Even though he like, never ever talked about himself. We really had something. We got each other and then.. He left too.
[...]
I just want people to love and trust again. [Slight pout.] Applicants can inquire within. [She makes a face.] Or whatever.
[Pause. Then..] Oh, and what is up with the sudden over-share of.. sexual.. things? I don't have anything to say. Haven't even.. done that.. in way over a year now. [Another pause as she looks surprised at this news. Wow, it's really been that long.] Not as myself anyway. Ports so do not count, Mark Hoffman.
[Frown, then she groans and drops her head onto her desk, letting out a muffled:] God, could I get any more pathetic?
((OOC: As of the flood being over, she has hidden everything in this post from anyone new seeing it. :|))
You know what, guys? I'm lonely. Like, really, really lonely. [Siiiigh.] Not that this is even remotely a new feeling in my life.. Back home I would have been a shoo-in to be voted Miss Lonely of the state of California. It's just worse here because of the lack of people I can count on.
A lot of you, you're great, don't get me wrong. But I miss my best friends. And none of you come close. Willow, Xander, Giles.. My sister, Dawn.. [Pause.] I was really close with Spike. We were really.. I loved him. But he left. Again. Like everyone. [Another sigh.]
And Bruce. You guys remember Bruce. We were getting really close, I think. Even though he like, never ever talked about himself. We really had something. We got each other and then.. He left too.
[...]
I just want people to love and trust again. [Slight pout.] Applicants can inquire within. [She makes a face.] Or whatever.
[Pause. Then..] Oh, and what is up with the sudden over-share of.. sexual.. things? I don't have anything to say. Haven't even.. done that.. in way over a year now. [Another pause as she looks surprised at this news. Wow, it's really been that long.] Not as myself anyway. Ports so do not count, Mark Hoffman.
[Frown, then she groans and drops her head onto her desk, letting out a muffled:] God, could I get any more pathetic?
((OOC: As of the flood being over, she has hidden everything in this post from anyone new seeing it. :|))