[private to self]
I don't know why I've been avoiding Dean.
Dinner a few weeks back was good. I just can't bring myself to face him after the microscope my father put him through. Dean and I aren't even sure what was going on between the two of us. Or at least I thought we weren't sure. Maybe I'm not hiding because of Dad's questions, perhaps it was Dean's response. I havn't really heard anything from him since. Of course we were supposed to go to Stephen's birthday gathering, but I ended up having to work a double shift at WWW that evening. What if he thought I was trying to escape spending time with him? What if he really doesn't want to be anything more than friends.
I never was any good at this dating stuff.
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Charlotte,
I havn't seen you around the pub lately. Of course, I've stayed hidden in the back room buried under paperwork. How are things with you and the baby?
I could really use some girl time. Want to get together soon?
Hannah