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I'm not looking forward to this sunday...so many memories are already beginning to stirr...
a year ago...wow...a year ago. I thought my life was turning for the better, it was a new year. I was off to a good start only to get my heart ripped out when those two pink lines appeared. I finished my lifeskills course..and was on to coop...I was just that much closer to going on to do my courses and graduating high school finally...everything seems bright and clear. Ironically...I was not the only girl in my lifeskills class who was pregnant...Roxanne...we made opposite decisions...she kept her baby and gave birth in june...whereas I destroyed mine. She always looked so sad. She was a very angry girl. I never could bring myself to talk to her...and I wonder how she is doing to this day :(
this sunday, february 13 2005, is the day that changed my life a year ago.
I need to do something to keep my mind occupied this sunday...
a year ago...wow...a year ago. I thought my life was turning for the better, it was a new year. I was off to a good start only to get my heart ripped out when those two pink lines appeared. I finished my lifeskills course..and was on to coop...I was just that much closer to going on to do my courses and graduating high school finally...everything seems bright and clear. Ironically...I was not the only girl in my lifeskills class who was pregnant...Roxanne...we made opposite decisions...she kept her baby and gave birth in june...whereas I destroyed mine. She always looked so sad. She was a very angry girl. I never could bring myself to talk to her...and I wonder how she is doing to this day :(
this sunday, february 13 2005, is the day that changed my life a year ago.
I need to do something to keep my mind occupied this sunday...