it's late
After a FUN night of conversation, cocktails, dancing, and laughing, I came home to realize that I did not, DO NOT need cigarettes like the girl I saw chain smoking tonight, or any other person that smokes. I also realized that nobody REALLY knows me, I mean really knows me. IT is hard to say, but it is true. I know that it is my nature to maintain a bit of secrecy, perhaps I have been too hidden.