i hate waking up and feeling like i do. everyday, it never changes...and never will, unless of course God intervenes. it sucks but it's a part of life i guess, well my life anyways, and though i accept it a little more everyday...everyday it gets a little harder to deal with, a bit harder to ignore ( Read more... )

the more i go to work...the more i never want to work again
the more i relax...the more my back hurts
weird?

story time
so i'm listening to christmas music...and carol of the bells comes on but i leave it, i listen to it...i love that song!
what?

why is my life so random?

i want an aaron, ben, billy, and jordan sandwich real bad!

being on the park doesn't feel right without them

accident #1: june 25, 2005 - driving along, get rear-ended by a drunk driver and rammed into another car. ended with two totalled vehicles and one savable ( Read more... )

the nothing talks...dude, you don't even know, but you wish you did

it's quite humbling
words can't explain it
TV doesn't do it justice
to fully understand it
you'd really have to see it with your own eyes

we were lucky
nothing else to say

*a little more than a week*
time has literally flown by

-jordan-

best flippin news in about a month = physical therapist said he thinks all the pain i have is from muscles being too tight in a certain area and no surgery will be needed :D and if thats true, that means no problems down the road either...and also, if thats true that means all i have to do is complete my physical therapy and then find a job and i' ( Read more... )

God is amazing...

but i'll never understand Him...

and the more i try to...

the more i realize...

i can't see past tomorrow.

so...today woke up and went to the attorney's office, not much of a story there...then we went out a-lookin for possible new cars/trucks for me...i saw a couple civics, both in pretty bad shape...saw my old car, not my actual car, but a '97 manual escort. i just had to take it for a drive, and it felt good...brought back memories, well one, me ( Read more... )

( two silverados...head-to-butt. )