In my dreams, Lucy is alive again. And I don't mean she's still alive, I mean she's alive again. She's not a zombie, because she stopped being dead. She hangs out with Nikki in my dreams. I have this conversation with Mother every time I remember Lucy died ( Read more... )

Lucy was put to sleep on Thursday and Bear was put to sleep today.

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One of these days, I am going to take care of Mother's house, and Lucy is not going to have a stroke or get cancer or have her head explode.

But not this time.