i'm soo sick of this crap !!!!!!!!
Im honestly getting sick of people treating me like shit for NO REASON AT ALL! Seriously does it make you feel ALOT better when your around your friends and sit there and be such an ass to me OR WHAT!? Stayed at Brandon & Jasons Apartment for the last 2 days it was nice to just hangout because I haven't in like forever! Played some Basketball, Darts " which I kicked there asses in and I really don't play", and just a bunch of other crap. Meet some pretty nice people friends of there's also, Jill and Heather totally crack me up!
Me and Jay have a FRIENDdate " so people don't fucking flip out, IM NOT GONNA CHEAT on him ! ", were gonna go bowling im SOO excited! I just love bowling, people think im pretty good for a girl but I don't really think so... I play like a little kid, but it's the fun that counts! woot woot!
Hmm and of course I feel like my boyfriend and I are having stupid relationship problems, AGAIN! I'm getting all frustrated and depressed about it and im just like baahhh! I feel like I really don't have anyone to talk to it about it, I guess thats why I vent on here, even though no one cares but whatever. I honestly feel like he doesn't wanna have anything to do with me anymore, and is just waiting for me to break up with him so he doesn't hurt me.. well either way im getting hurt It's just the way he talks to me.. one day he is all hehe haha then the next it's like ok, alright kinda thing. I mean maybe he is having a bad day or somthing but I mean put that behind and be happy for for the time being. I know I got like that alot but I don't do it anymore because I know how much it pisses guys off. I just feel like giving up on him but then I don't because I don't wanna miss out on anything good It sucks because he is moving to back to Missouri for work, theres another 6 hours away from me, so that's like a 12 hour distant between us. I feel a really bad vibe coming and I don't think im gonna like it
I guess I better start preparing for the worse :(
Me and Jay have a FRIENDdate " so people don't fucking flip out, IM NOT GONNA CHEAT on him ! ", were gonna go bowling im SOO excited! I just love bowling, people think im pretty good for a girl but I don't really think so... I play like a little kid, but it's the fun that counts! woot woot!
Hmm and of course I feel like my boyfriend and I are having stupid relationship problems, AGAIN! I'm getting all frustrated and depressed about it and im just like baahhh! I feel like I really don't have anyone to talk to it about it, I guess thats why I vent on here, even though no one cares but whatever. I honestly feel like he doesn't wanna have anything to do with me anymore, and is just waiting for me to break up with him so he doesn't hurt me.. well either way im getting hurt It's just the way he talks to me.. one day he is all hehe haha then the next it's like ok, alright kinda thing. I mean maybe he is having a bad day or somthing but I mean put that behind and be happy for for the time being. I know I got like that alot but I don't do it anymore because I know how much it pisses guys off. I just feel like giving up on him but then I don't because I don't wanna miss out on anything good It sucks because he is moving to back to Missouri for work, theres another 6 hours away from me, so that's like a 12 hour distant between us. I feel a really bad vibe coming and I don't think im gonna like it
I guess I better start preparing for the worse :(