Not myself these days..
So today was a pretty shitty day...one of the disadvantages of having math first thing in the morning is that I fail all my tests and when I find that out first thing every week my day is shot to hell..I got a 69 on a test that I thought I had aced..I don't know if thats why i'm so bummed out but i'm pretty pissed because I dont want to fail math....I'm struggling in that class and chemistry....but the funny thing is that I understand what we're doing in math I just can't seem to do well on a test....I guess being that i'm not good in chemistry or math I should rethink majoring in them...well...whatever....
I've been pretty pissed off with work...I hate my job but love the kids that I work with....I just hate the people I work for and the people that shop there....I don't want to quit but if I can't cut back my hours a little bit i'm gunna have to because my grades are slipping and i'm a mess....I've been exhausted lately...I was supposed to work 25 hours combined for working yesterday to saturday...but I called out today cuz i was really pissed at work last night...I'm not feeling like myself and i'm exhausted...and if i'm in a shitty mood I don't need to be spoken to at work for it....
As far as work goes, I took the job because I was told that they would accomadate my school schedule and work...I was told I can't change my hours from open availability to a set schedule....well oh well cuz it's gunna happen...I work way too much and don't really need to....school is my number one priority and if they can't recognize that then i will be saying peace out cub scout...
Thats that...winter break starts tomorrow at 2:00 pm and i'm excited...I need a break from this workload that never seems to stop..I just have some things to do over break that will have to get done...I wish I was going on vacay....although I look forward to sleeping late....:-)....new years eve should be exciting if i get invited to a party this year....I would be so happy if I do because the kids I'm friends with that are having the party are awesome...otherwise i'll spend it bumming around and sleeping unless someone else wants to party it up....
I will be 17 the day after we return from break....sick......I am but I am not excited for my bday...I'm not driving yet so it doesn't really have any significance of turning 17....just like turning 16 didn't...but whatever....
Sorry if this seems kinda bitchy but i'm in that kinda mood....
Happy holidays if I don't post again until then.......<33
I've been pretty pissed off with work...I hate my job but love the kids that I work with....I just hate the people I work for and the people that shop there....I don't want to quit but if I can't cut back my hours a little bit i'm gunna have to because my grades are slipping and i'm a mess....I've been exhausted lately...I was supposed to work 25 hours combined for working yesterday to saturday...but I called out today cuz i was really pissed at work last night...I'm not feeling like myself and i'm exhausted...and if i'm in a shitty mood I don't need to be spoken to at work for it....
As far as work goes, I took the job because I was told that they would accomadate my school schedule and work...I was told I can't change my hours from open availability to a set schedule....well oh well cuz it's gunna happen...I work way too much and don't really need to....school is my number one priority and if they can't recognize that then i will be saying peace out cub scout...
Thats that...winter break starts tomorrow at 2:00 pm and i'm excited...I need a break from this workload that never seems to stop..I just have some things to do over break that will have to get done...I wish I was going on vacay....although I look forward to sleeping late....:-)....new years eve should be exciting if i get invited to a party this year....I would be so happy if I do because the kids I'm friends with that are having the party are awesome...otherwise i'll spend it bumming around and sleeping unless someone else wants to party it up....
I will be 17 the day after we return from break....sick......I am but I am not excited for my bday...I'm not driving yet so it doesn't really have any significance of turning 17....just like turning 16 didn't...but whatever....
Sorry if this seems kinda bitchy but i'm in that kinda mood....
Happy holidays if I don't post again until then.......<33