damn i cant belive this still exists

[abeautifulsky]

i guess this is still the place to be emo, so lets see how it all come out hu?

-look towards the sky............-
i wish to drop this pen and let the ink flow, this paper know no pain.
i wish for the courage to speak these words to you, i was the divide, i lust to see it in your eyes.. compassion that comes with this distance, time can not confine this passage if only i could drop this pen and let the ink flow into your veins then you will feel six months of separation.
distance and time fill my heart, hate consumes my body. with no where to turn iam the wall of reason, aim the mortar that holds sanity, this pen is my release for no ears to comfort....

-.....and you will be find no mercy-
when the last breath escapes you will know these hands held life and compassion. mercy was not shown to me, nor will it be shown to you when i reach into you to release your last breath, once it was shown, i knew no facade, no no true face exists.
if only i could find every last pedal and rebuild my heart, that you find so easy to destroy.
understanding how easy releasing those words come would release me back into the world of the living