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just got back from a bike ride by the river. very necessary today i think, the weather is perfect now, really sunny but not too hot. but not just because of the weather, i needed some time today. I feel like lately i have been in constant company, which is mostly my doing, and yeah of course it has been sort of amazing, but sometimes when that happens and then i have a day by myself i feel extremely lonely, which really bugs me. it's stupid. but today i was by myself at the river just sitting there and realized that i fucking love being alone. so fuck it.
yesterday was my birthday and it was great except i started getting super tired around 8:30 and had to back out on a couple of plans. fucking eight am classes every day. i'm horrible at sticking to plans sometimes. and i lie too much. i'm working on it.
i want to make a good dinner tonight, i'm tired of pb and j and mixed nuts and cold tofu. i'm excited for tonight but i shouldn't be.
i burnt a rough draft of my cd a couple days ago and it really sucks, i still have a lot of work to do. a good fifty minutes of music, but overall, forgettable. i guess it's sort of fitting. but i'll get that done soon. yeah i don't know why i wrote any of this. i miss you people. love.
yesterday was my birthday and it was great except i started getting super tired around 8:30 and had to back out on a couple of plans. fucking eight am classes every day. i'm horrible at sticking to plans sometimes. and i lie too much. i'm working on it.
i want to make a good dinner tonight, i'm tired of pb and j and mixed nuts and cold tofu. i'm excited for tonight but i shouldn't be.
i burnt a rough draft of my cd a couple days ago and it really sucks, i still have a lot of work to do. a good fifty minutes of music, but overall, forgettable. i guess it's sort of fitting. but i'll get that done soon. yeah i don't know why i wrote any of this. i miss you people. love.