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Well it is time for another fabble. Time to just see what the fingers type.
Just last night we were in each others arms. He seemed to be so in love. I will always remember him the way he was last night. He had love in his eyes, I know he didn't want this. I didn't want this, so why? He said we hid it for so long. He wanted to try being straight, that he hated lying to her, hated seeing me lie to Jane. He said Brian said something about us. Was he telling me lies all this time? I'm confused , but I think not. I think about everything we did together. Tears fall like the rain I can't control. I sit at the piano, doing what I do best. I write a song that tells it all, then he will know how I feel. It will be on the album and movie. I finish the words that came so easily, it makes me cry. The melody runs in my head like the night before. Then we woke, I was happy to be with him, I watched him sleep. So lovely he looked as my heart raced with love. Later, after he got ready to go, he dropped the bomb. "I can't do this anymore." he looked down, I thought he would stare a hole in my floor. He had told me his reasons, my stomach lurched. I felt sick, pale and shaken. "So it's over then?" I saw a tear as he left me standing there, holding on to the wall so I won't fall.
Just last night we were in each others arms. He seemed to be so in love. I will always remember him the way he was last night. He had love in his eyes, I know he didn't want this. I didn't want this, so why? He said we hid it for so long. He wanted to try being straight, that he hated lying to her, hated seeing me lie to Jane. He said Brian said something about us. Was he telling me lies all this time? I'm confused , but I think not. I think about everything we did together. Tears fall like the rain I can't control. I sit at the piano, doing what I do best. I write a song that tells it all, then he will know how I feel. It will be on the album and movie. I finish the words that came so easily, it makes me cry. The melody runs in my head like the night before. Then we woke, I was happy to be with him, I watched him sleep. So lovely he looked as my heart raced with love. Later, after he got ready to go, he dropped the bomb. "I can't do this anymore." he looked down, I thought he would stare a hole in my floor. He had told me his reasons, my stomach lurched. I felt sick, pale and shaken. "So it's over then?" I saw a tear as he left me standing there, holding on to the wall so I won't fall.