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Life takes a downward spiral when I can't sleep. And when I'm distraught, I can't sleep. This is a problem.
Something has been bothering me a lot lately. And I know it's stupid, but at the same time it really bothers me. And I don't know why or how to fix this. Therefore, I can do nothing but deal, which hasn't been going so well.
Then Greg and I had a semi-fight. He had a bad night, I'm having a bad night and I can't sleep. I don't know why. I'm just overwhelmed by this stupid little schoolgirl problem that shouldn't even be a problem. It's just that I've never wanted anything that I couldn't get, you know? And I really want this. It's just that it's unattainable, which annoys the hell out of me because it contradicts my belief that anything is possible if you have the will power.
Argh. I hate boys. I hope I get a package tomorrow. That'll make me happy. I am going to the Farmer's Market and the Shobana concert tomorrow night. I hope I can get stuff done and not freak out so much. Ima work on it now. 'Cause this weekend is busy. Maybe I'll skip one of the rush events. I'm skipping all the ones next week. Except for maybe invite only.
Dear ______,
Thanks for making me go crazy.
Love, erica
Something has been bothering me a lot lately. And I know it's stupid, but at the same time it really bothers me. And I don't know why or how to fix this. Therefore, I can do nothing but deal, which hasn't been going so well.
Then Greg and I had a semi-fight. He had a bad night, I'm having a bad night and I can't sleep. I don't know why. I'm just overwhelmed by this stupid little schoolgirl problem that shouldn't even be a problem. It's just that I've never wanted anything that I couldn't get, you know? And I really want this. It's just that it's unattainable, which annoys the hell out of me because it contradicts my belief that anything is possible if you have the will power.
Argh. I hate boys. I hope I get a package tomorrow. That'll make me happy. I am going to the Farmer's Market and the Shobana concert tomorrow night. I hope I can get stuff done and not freak out so much. Ima work on it now. 'Cause this weekend is busy. Maybe I'll skip one of the rush events. I'm skipping all the ones next week. Except for maybe invite only.
Dear ______,
Thanks for making me go crazy.
Love, erica