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those are from early saturday.
today was unexepectedly good. it included: learning to use compasses with megan during environmental & gossping like usual, exploding soda and cleaning with tissues with laura in stats class, running to a lunch with alexis, and dansing with kelly in the hallways during photojournalism [& almost getting eaten by ms. braxton!] i am good under pressure. :p
i've worn these jeans for about 5 or 6 days straight. i need to go buy another pair. i will once my a.e. card comes in. i will feel so cool when i get my a.e. card and just spend whatever i want. and then i will cry when i get my bill. paychecks thursday. i still feel like i need to shop more.
last pictures of sean & i together ever;
i can't take my mind off of you...
these are from today, before school. ew.
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well thats the most random thing ever. if i've ever had a moodswing, that was it. except i'm not angry; i usually associate mood swings with happiness and anger. but this is not anger, or happiness. its emptiness. scared, afraid, empty, lost, confused, sad. sad. sad. suddenly i felt like my world was ending and i wanted to burst into tears.
in result i had to turn off death cab/damien rice & turn on some no doubt. but its not making a difference really.
i want a friend and a hug and some ben & jerries icecream.