Happy New Year
I hope everyone had a good Christmas and New Year, may 2007 bring you love, luck and happiness for you and your loved ones.
People who know me well, know how much I hate January, its not a good time for many reasons. I now have a reason to hate December, hey ho, with this kind of luck, by 2010 Im thinking all months will be shit.
For reasons I wont go into, me and J have been to hell and back these past few weeks, its been devastating in many ways. The one thing that has stuck with me throughout, is the fact that I always knew I loved him, I just never knew how much until this happened to us. He truely is my soulmate. The tragedy that we suffered has brought us closer together and for that I am thankful. If this had happened when I was with another guy, we wouldnt have survived. He says the same. So, silver lining and all.
Anyway, enough said. I have drank more than I have in my lifetime over the past weeks and Im off to Edinburgh with the girls on Friday, its much needed.
I will update more regularly and Im sure I will add my New Years Resolutions soon, but for now, I want to stay curled up with J and just be together with the guy who I cant wait to marry and be his wife.
Dont be worrying about us, we will be ok. And stay tuned for an update on Edinburgh.....
People who know me well, know how much I hate January, its not a good time for many reasons. I now have a reason to hate December, hey ho, with this kind of luck, by 2010 Im thinking all months will be shit.
For reasons I wont go into, me and J have been to hell and back these past few weeks, its been devastating in many ways. The one thing that has stuck with me throughout, is the fact that I always knew I loved him, I just never knew how much until this happened to us. He truely is my soulmate. The tragedy that we suffered has brought us closer together and for that I am thankful. If this had happened when I was with another guy, we wouldnt have survived. He says the same. So, silver lining and all.
Anyway, enough said. I have drank more than I have in my lifetime over the past weeks and Im off to Edinburgh with the girls on Friday, its much needed.
I will update more regularly and Im sure I will add my New Years Resolutions soon, but for now, I want to stay curled up with J and just be together with the guy who I cant wait to marry and be his wife.
Dont be worrying about us, we will be ok. And stay tuned for an update on Edinburgh.....