Stuck in a Rut
Well where do I start...
Got fired from my job almost four weeks ago, it was expected so there was no shock factor for me. What has happened afterwards has kind of been...
I figured I'd have more time for school, no such luck, I haven't been going to Science Fiction class and am thinking I'm just going to quit on it, I need so much time trying to come up for stuff for my Screenwriting and Story Development, that getting A's and B's in those classes is worth me getting an F in Science Fiction...
But that still shouldn't be the case, I should just be doing homework and going to class, but I've lost much of my motivation, I oversleep, overeat, and am lazy. I don't like how I'm living life right now.
I feel as if my confidence is shot, I don't like going out, it feels irresponsible, I stay in staring at a computer screen for two hours, I put it to sleep, and turn on my X-Box, another thing i'm not proud of but the only thing suitable to do if I'm not going to study, or go out.
There's much for me to get done, but I'm waiting on a lot of things to happen as well, so I'm not sure what to do.
On top of this all my house rebate, the one I've been waiting for, for three months was never sent by the tax preparers at JACKSON HEWITT so I've been essentially wasting my time. I have to get it reprepared and sent again, but I have to wait because theres a new tax form coming out and it now has to be prepared with that form. Brilliant.
Got fired from my job almost four weeks ago, it was expected so there was no shock factor for me. What has happened afterwards has kind of been...
I figured I'd have more time for school, no such luck, I haven't been going to Science Fiction class and am thinking I'm just going to quit on it, I need so much time trying to come up for stuff for my Screenwriting and Story Development, that getting A's and B's in those classes is worth me getting an F in Science Fiction...
But that still shouldn't be the case, I should just be doing homework and going to class, but I've lost much of my motivation, I oversleep, overeat, and am lazy. I don't like how I'm living life right now.
I feel as if my confidence is shot, I don't like going out, it feels irresponsible, I stay in staring at a computer screen for two hours, I put it to sleep, and turn on my X-Box, another thing i'm not proud of but the only thing suitable to do if I'm not going to study, or go out.
There's much for me to get done, but I'm waiting on a lot of things to happen as well, so I'm not sure what to do.
On top of this all my house rebate, the one I've been waiting for, for three months was never sent by the tax preparers at JACKSON HEWITT so I've been essentially wasting my time. I have to get it reprepared and sent again, but I have to wait because theres a new tax form coming out and it now has to be prepared with that form. Brilliant.