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Hello, guys! Who likes my new default ? Or should I just use this to reply with and have me as my default? I don't know. comment with suggestions/comments. it will make my day, seeming as i didn't see scott swaaain today :( Not once, and it makes me sad, though his car wasn't in the car park. i don't think he works on fridays, or maybe he has aimee flu, like i have swain flu <3 I hope <3
Okay, so , last night it was the talent show rehearsal and we found out lots of information. I nearly had fucking hear failure, i swear. me and my brother have this obsession with mr swain and how cool he is, so when i told alex i loved him and he told me he did too i made him try extra hard to get him to be a judge, especially cause i'm in it and i want to impress him <3 I think alex wants to marry him too, cause guess who's a judge! Mr swain! I squealed. Anya thinks i'm weird :)
okay, and then, afterwards, it was like 17:10 and i was walking out from behind the hall. Mr Swain was in the staff room and i was mesmorised, i swear. and then he waved. he smiled, raised his hand and waved, before mouthing a hello. i smiled and waved back. that was him, the mr swain, saying hello to me before i even reacting to his precance. i think i am in love with him, no matter what naomi says, no matter what naomi thinks. i hope he likes my guitar and i hope i'm not shit infront of him. I hope he gets the meanings in the song. it's a love song. i like it.
okay, so, i want your opinion; naomi wont come to see me in the talent show because she thinks it's pointless because she gets to see me evey day and any day she can get me to play guitar. i wanted to cry, and if i wasn't trying to b brave i would have. i cried later, when i was alone, once i got home. she doesn''t want to see me in the one think that means most to me that week, other than seeing tom, cause i;ll have to tell him i cant go. that'll break my heart, i keep putting it off. maybe i shouldjust do it and get it over with. i don't want to, i cant. i must, though. Grr. Naomi doesn't want to come cause she's already seen me win interform with my class, but this is different, anyway, this is with only me and anya. anaya and aimee performing Neopolitan dreams, not 8L, as we were then, performing viva la vida. she's so unthoughtfull, i'd go for her.
imma go do something, byeee xx