so its probably the next to last entry
prom was amazing. i couldn't have asked for a better time or a better group. ah, i wish i could just put into words how great the weekend was but it wouldn't do it justice. but the highlight had to be "evie get back in your pokeball". or if i knew what "hey they really are in the bushes" meant, maybe that would be. or maybe it would be matteo running and hiding behind the car. or just maybe the whole joking the crap out of kelly (if your cool, you know what about).
so now there's graduation and really nothing left after that. except i guess the whole summer. im really not that upset about missing my friends because three of my best friends are going to college with me. plus all the people i hang out with on a normal daily basis are those girls, the gnarly boys, and people that have already graduated, none of which ill be lacking this summer. i dont know, its just so freaking weird. beyond weird. i dont want to go off and make new friends and loose touch with people. and yeah yeah, "the people who are your true friends will keep in touch" and sure, thats true. but it doesnt mean i wont miss the others. i feel like all i do is talk about this lately and i just get more and more upset every time.
it feels like i've just started to really live my life how i want to live it... for the most part. i cant imagine next year and everything being new and having to start all over again with all new people. how the HELL do some people go away to school without one person they know? if i was doing that, i dont want to even think about the state of mind i would be in right now.
alright well im going to go reassure myself that everything will be fine and it all works out for the best. yeah....
so now there's graduation and really nothing left after that. except i guess the whole summer. im really not that upset about missing my friends because three of my best friends are going to college with me. plus all the people i hang out with on a normal daily basis are those girls, the gnarly boys, and people that have already graduated, none of which ill be lacking this summer. i dont know, its just so freaking weird. beyond weird. i dont want to go off and make new friends and loose touch with people. and yeah yeah, "the people who are your true friends will keep in touch" and sure, thats true. but it doesnt mean i wont miss the others. i feel like all i do is talk about this lately and i just get more and more upset every time.
it feels like i've just started to really live my life how i want to live it... for the most part. i cant imagine next year and everything being new and having to start all over again with all new people. how the HELL do some people go away to school without one person they know? if i was doing that, i dont want to even think about the state of mind i would be in right now.
alright well im going to go reassure myself that everything will be fine and it all works out for the best. yeah....