here it is
it feels so good to forget.
then i swear, im right back there.
i like that. it pretty much sums up my life.
so tomorrow, well actually in about 5 hours, im going up for a tour of GMU with kristen. im so completely stoked on college. i can't believe i even considered staying here. it will do me so much good to get away. i need it. especially lately.
i went to the beach the other night and went in the water. (yeah i dont recommend it.) but i cant explain how i felt afterwards. like every problem i could ever have could just be washed away by the waves. im going to miss being able to do that.
do you ever really stop to think about your life and where its going? i have a lot lately, for a lot of different reasons. i realized i was letting myself become something im not. im never going to be one of those girls who can seperate emotions from my actions. all my decisions, all my choices, my whole entire being is driven by what i feel. i dont weigh the pro's and con's, i dont do the rational thing 90% of the time, and i love that i dont always know whats coming next. whats the fun in planning it all out?
ive also realized how much faith i have. in everyone and everything. i know there is a beautiful, glorious plan for my life and im loving watching it play out. even if it isn't what i want sometimes.
upbeat enough?
then i swear, im right back there.
i like that. it pretty much sums up my life.
so tomorrow, well actually in about 5 hours, im going up for a tour of GMU with kristen. im so completely stoked on college. i can't believe i even considered staying here. it will do me so much good to get away. i need it. especially lately.
i went to the beach the other night and went in the water. (yeah i dont recommend it.) but i cant explain how i felt afterwards. like every problem i could ever have could just be washed away by the waves. im going to miss being able to do that.
do you ever really stop to think about your life and where its going? i have a lot lately, for a lot of different reasons. i realized i was letting myself become something im not. im never going to be one of those girls who can seperate emotions from my actions. all my decisions, all my choices, my whole entire being is driven by what i feel. i dont weigh the pro's and con's, i dont do the rational thing 90% of the time, and i love that i dont always know whats coming next. whats the fun in planning it all out?
ive also realized how much faith i have. in everyone and everything. i know there is a beautiful, glorious plan for my life and im loving watching it play out. even if it isn't what i want sometimes.
upbeat enough?