Dec 14, 2005 04:26
Boredom is such a wonderful feeling. If that's what I'm feeling. I don't even know what to do right now. Or I think that's what's going on. It is quite possible that I have permanently forgotten what boredom feels like.
At least once a day I have a panic attack because I think I need to study for a test or meet her or call him or bring something somewhere. I know I am going to absolutely throw a FIT in January when I have to go back.
We were in TJ Maxx and I went down this one isle only to be COMPLETELY taken aback by the HORRIBLE smell of elderly woman fart. So, I tell Laura, who has quite the weak stomach, that she needs to go down that isle, QUICK! So she does. And comes out gagging. It was beautiful.
I can't wait until I get married and can just relax, have a couple of kids maybe, not really worry about much, cook, sleep, play music. I can't wait. This is the hard part of life. I really do believe.
Every once in a while I like to say something typical of an average teenager.