It's Cool, We can Still be Friends
So, I did what you told me to do, I picked my least favorite thing in the world and I am writing about it. I hate people who are fake. That is it. People who feel like they have to be or say the right things. Or people who LIE in order to be accepted when what does it matter in the end. You wrote the deepest thoughts. What do they even mean...confusingly depressing. So what? If you're not happy with yourself, if this doesn't make you happy, then why are you wasting your time? I wish I could just see everyone's true self, I wouldn't recognize ONE of you. And I talk like someone who is totally and completely happy and comfortable with who I am. I am neither of the two, but one thing I would never do is sacrifice someone else's happiness to reassure myself that I (or the person I am TRYING to be) is accepted by the society in which everyone should want to be detached from. And, to deny the fact that you fall into the category of what everyone wants you to be is a total and complete lie to yourself. Accept the fact that some kind of conformity is necessary when you live in a world WITH OTHER PEOPLE.
Tuesday morning was great. When I got to school Lindsay, Monica and TJ brought me the best presents ever. I love them. Then on Tuesday night Paul and Robbie came over and brought me some balloon things and trolls and stuff, very nice. They are so great as well. We did schedueling this week and I am taking half day next year which I am thrilled about. I have to waste so many classes though. But it's alright I'm taking easy ones like guitar and newspaper and stuff. I started taking piano lessons also. Since I quit guitar a few weeks I go. I realized that the only person who can make me a better guitarist is myslef through much practice. I also wrote a song and we put everything together yesterday. It's great. Friday we went out after band practice with Paul, Timmy, Robbie, and John, and Dennis. Tomorrow is Me and Megan's party. Yes. I am looking forward to this 5 day vacation. Oh, March 6th we are playing a show at Ryan's house in Baton Rouge. That should be fun.
Tuesday morning was great. When I got to school Lindsay, Monica and TJ brought me the best presents ever. I love them. Then on Tuesday night Paul and Robbie came over and brought me some balloon things and trolls and stuff, very nice. They are so great as well. We did schedueling this week and I am taking half day next year which I am thrilled about. I have to waste so many classes though. But it's alright I'm taking easy ones like guitar and newspaper and stuff. I started taking piano lessons also. Since I quit guitar a few weeks I go. I realized that the only person who can make me a better guitarist is myslef through much practice. I also wrote a song and we put everything together yesterday. It's great. Friday we went out after band practice with Paul, Timmy, Robbie, and John, and Dennis. Tomorrow is Me and Megan's party. Yes. I am looking forward to this 5 day vacation. Oh, March 6th we are playing a show at Ryan's house in Baton Rouge. That should be fun.