Closing Time
We got our senior schedule packets today and I had a aneurysm (sp?). I pretty much have to decide what to do with the rest of my life by Wednesday. I don't want to go to college but I will inevitably end up there. I want to be a musician more than anything else in the world but that's not going to happen. This fact makes me indescribably sad. To think that I can't do the thing I love doing so much for the rest of my life, and knowing that I will have to replace this with something mediocre hurts. I want to be here forever. Tomorrow I will be 17 and I hate it, the best year of my life is over.