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Tomorrow I move to Seattle.
Wow.
I know I should be scared, anxious, sad, excited, and all these different emotions-but I'm not. Surprisingly enough, I don't feel any of those things. To me, it just feels right. I know that this is what I need to do, and that everthing is going to work out for me. I thought I would be so sad to be leaving everything I have here, but I'm really not.
I'm not going to say big long goodbyes. Those are pointless. I know that all the solid relationships I have her in Michigan will stay strong. I know that even if I don't talk to everyone everyday, that when I come back to visit, whether it be in a month, six months, a year, those people will still welcome me with open arms and it will feel like we've been together every day.
I'm glad to be going. I love my friends to death but I'm relieved to be getting away from all the drama, drugs, and gossip. I will no longer have to worry about people talking shit, friends betraying me, or avoiding parties with enough illegal substances to land everyone in jail for a long time.
To the ones I love, you know who you are, and you know what you've meant to me.
And to all those I don't love-fuck you, and grow up.
I will miss you all.
Wow.
I know I should be scared, anxious, sad, excited, and all these different emotions-but I'm not. Surprisingly enough, I don't feel any of those things. To me, it just feels right. I know that this is what I need to do, and that everthing is going to work out for me. I thought I would be so sad to be leaving everything I have here, but I'm really not.
I'm not going to say big long goodbyes. Those are pointless. I know that all the solid relationships I have her in Michigan will stay strong. I know that even if I don't talk to everyone everyday, that when I come back to visit, whether it be in a month, six months, a year, those people will still welcome me with open arms and it will feel like we've been together every day.
I'm glad to be going. I love my friends to death but I'm relieved to be getting away from all the drama, drugs, and gossip. I will no longer have to worry about people talking shit, friends betraying me, or avoiding parties with enough illegal substances to land everyone in jail for a long time.
To the ones I love, you know who you are, and you know what you've meant to me.
And to all those I don't love-fuck you, and grow up.
I will miss you all.