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i love you more than the intesity of the sun and the amount of the rays it emits and the heat that it can reach holds no equivilance to the passion that i have for you. you are my single task and it is to make you happy because once i accomplish you, i ooze radiance and happiness. i can only hope that you feel this way and that someday we understand the sun in the sky and how it, too, cannot understand us. i would rather be burned by a thousand suns than never have another night like this with you. i wish you could lie with me until the moon has faded into a star and the sun means nothing but another white dot in the universe. i wish you could sleep the way that i sleep, next to me, and i wish that you could delve into my head and know just how much i wait for the night i can feel lucky enough to sleep at your side. we can sleep with the moon and the stars or the sun and it's friendly clouds, and perhaps its not so friendly clouds when they gush water to dowse us in a shower of more bliss.
when i think about you my heart gets faster, the pure thought that passes through my connectors sparks and short circuits the rest of the path in my brain and jumps immediately into my bloodstream sending signals to my heart, and my blinking gets slower because with my mind, i try to gather the pictures that i love most of you. my photographic memory has had few experiences where it likes to take pictures of everything one does. and it is the will of my memory to capture everything that you do. when i see you, my heart gets slower, because subconciously i am trying to keep time with yours; listening to your breathing and synchronizing my beats in two. i wish to almost become one to you, even though i am hot around the edges because i am hot headed and my body will not yet level itself to come down with you. the eyes do not blink because i wish not to miss a second of you, because what you do speaks so loudly that i cannot hear what you say. you make me feel as if the blood has rushed out of my system and i am simply left to float on, as if standing on a cloud. and i fear for my balance, and fear is that little dark-room where negatives are developed...and i know that i have no negatives of you. you are my entity and i know that if i fall off of my cloud, or even just stumble, you know only too well how to put me back on. i feel for you, because i know how to reach out and feel you.
m ildredsmom13o (12:52:33 AM): did you ever dream that you would feel this way?
danhanczykiscool (12:52:08 AM): no
danhanczykiscool (12:52:18 AM): i have never felt this way before
danhanczykiscool (12:52:28 AM): and it is the best feeling i have ever experienced
danhanczykiscool (12:52:47 AM): i couldnt even dream it to feel like this
when i think about you my heart gets faster, the pure thought that passes through my connectors sparks and short circuits the rest of the path in my brain and jumps immediately into my bloodstream sending signals to my heart, and my blinking gets slower because with my mind, i try to gather the pictures that i love most of you. my photographic memory has had few experiences where it likes to take pictures of everything one does. and it is the will of my memory to capture everything that you do. when i see you, my heart gets slower, because subconciously i am trying to keep time with yours; listening to your breathing and synchronizing my beats in two. i wish to almost become one to you, even though i am hot around the edges because i am hot headed and my body will not yet level itself to come down with you. the eyes do not blink because i wish not to miss a second of you, because what you do speaks so loudly that i cannot hear what you say. you make me feel as if the blood has rushed out of my system and i am simply left to float on, as if standing on a cloud. and i fear for my balance, and fear is that little dark-room where negatives are developed...and i know that i have no negatives of you. you are my entity and i know that if i fall off of my cloud, or even just stumble, you know only too well how to put me back on. i feel for you, because i know how to reach out and feel you.
m ildredsmom13o (12:52:33 AM): did you ever dream that you would feel this way?
danhanczykiscool (12:52:08 AM): no
danhanczykiscool (12:52:18 AM): i have never felt this way before
danhanczykiscool (12:52:28 AM): and it is the best feeling i have ever experienced
danhanczykiscool (12:52:47 AM): i couldnt even dream it to feel like this