Okay so theres so many things i want to just randomly babble about and i dont really know where to start. I guess everything is going to have to be updated in more that one entry
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I just have to say that I know what you mean about feeling like you're rushing things with Brenden. I feel it sometimes with Sean. I just feel like I'm ready now for marraige and kids and things, but he's the one who's logical and wants to wait until we're more ready and older, although he wants to, as well.
I was thinking about it alot, a few minutes ago, actually. I was looking at christmas ornaments here at work in a new christmas store we have. And I just was thinking about how I couldn't wait to share that life with him, like sharing a christmas tree and starting new traditions and just having a life with him, and I realy cannot wait.
Anyway, what i'm getting at is that, and this is meant as advice, not as me rambling(!); Sometimes I just have to slow myself down, because even though I love him, life goes slower then we want or expect sometimes. And when it's like that, just love every moment of everything, even if you want something or are looking forward to something. Just breathe and savor every moment of what IS, not what WILL BE. Does that make sense?
I guess it's just a reality check for me, when I start to get all excited about the future. It'll all happen in it's own time.
anyway, sorry for rambling. I know i tend to do that alot on your entries :D
I just have to say that I know what you mean about feeling like you're rushing things with Brenden.
I feel it sometimes with Sean. I just feel like I'm ready now for marraige and kids and things, but he's the one who's logical and wants to wait until we're more ready and older, although he wants to, as well.
I was thinking about it alot, a few minutes ago, actually. I was looking at christmas ornaments here at work in a new christmas store we have. And I just was thinking about how I couldn't wait to share that life with him, like sharing a christmas tree and starting new traditions and just having a life with him, and I realy cannot wait.
Anyway, what i'm getting at is that, and this is meant as advice, not as me rambling(!); Sometimes I just have to slow myself down, because even though I love him, life goes slower then we want or expect sometimes. And when it's like that, just love every moment of everything, even if you want something or are looking forward to something. Just breathe and savor every moment of what IS, not what WILL BE. Does that make sense?
I guess it's just a reality check for me, when I start to get all excited about the future.
It'll all happen in it's own time.
anyway, sorry for rambling. I know i tend to do that alot on your entries :D
Love you!
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