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Well- I don't really like my live journal set up, but its confusing and i don't really feel like making an effort to change it.
Last night Ashley, Daniel, Brendan and I got a 5th of Vodka and headed down to Kirkland Waterfront. That was a bad idea needless to say. A] I didn't take my meds & B] I shouldn't be drinking in the first place. Anyway, i got drunk and when we all decided to come back to my house i sat there bawling my eyes out while i spoke with Brendan. I don't remember much of what i said, but i don't have to worry because i know it was the truth. I have talked to my mom about it and him and other people. I need a mood stabolizer. I will be around Brendan and be like wow don't touch me kinda thing. It happens way to often. I like him though, theres nothing wrong with him, i can see myself being with him for the rest of my life. Gah. So stressful and confusing.
So since i was drinking last night...even though i came home early i am exhausted today. I have a 12.30-9 shift at work today and i know i am going to be so out of it. I made stupid choices so these are my consequences.
My plans for today
*Take dry laundry down & put away
*Shower
*Make lunch/dinner for work
Last night Ashley, Daniel, Brendan and I got a 5th of Vodka and headed down to Kirkland Waterfront. That was a bad idea needless to say. A] I didn't take my meds & B] I shouldn't be drinking in the first place. Anyway, i got drunk and when we all decided to come back to my house i sat there bawling my eyes out while i spoke with Brendan. I don't remember much of what i said, but i don't have to worry because i know it was the truth. I have talked to my mom about it and him and other people. I need a mood stabolizer. I will be around Brendan and be like wow don't touch me kinda thing. It happens way to often. I like him though, theres nothing wrong with him, i can see myself being with him for the rest of my life. Gah. So stressful and confusing.
So since i was drinking last night...even though i came home early i am exhausted today. I have a 12.30-9 shift at work today and i know i am going to be so out of it. I made stupid choices so these are my consequences.
My plans for today
*Take dry laundry down & put away
*Shower
*Make lunch/dinner for work