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today sucked from the start. it took me so long to get out of bed this morning. i couldnt find a reason to except for the annoying alarm clock. so i get to school and i know that i have so much work that i need to do and i tried to do it but i couldnt concentrate. i was doing good for a while, but now it's really getting to me again, how much i miss him. when brent was here everything seemed perfect and all my problems dissapeared. now im no longer living in that fairytale and am left to face reality, but at least i have my friends here to help me through all my hard times. i dont think that i ever really thought about what it would be like after he left i just thought about how great of a day we would have and now i miss him more then ever. thats basically all i thought about all day. when i got home i was so tired so i went to sleep until like 630 when my dad woke me up. so i ate dinner, got online redid this, tried to do some homework but that wasnt gonna happen, took my shower, and then jamie called. i feel a lot better now that ive talked to him. and yes jame you are definately worthy enough to post in my journal cause you are my awesome twin whose birthday is in 5 days! wooo! well gonna go try to do some work. later